Oh what a feeling

This morning as soon as my eyes open the fight for equal measures begins.

It feels like a big fight within my body. The shake starts through the body and the rebellion continues. 

Possessed by a condition that takes over until I reach for those pills and demand some equilibrium 

It’s a weird feeling, like two halves fighting for attention. 

My mind intact tells my body to move. My bodies response is not now! 

The fight for equal measures is now very apparent. Mind and body! In no way are they synchronised.

This is tough! It’s physical and it’s very emotional. Every morning this battle takes place. Not a day missed- not one. 

Unfortunately there is only one winner- short term!

It’s at this time things become very real the darkest time of the day. The frustration, the anger, the tears but the determination is the biggest driving force.

The determination (oh and the pills) get things back on track. 

Things start sliding into place slowly. The rebellion reunite. The mind informs the body of it next move. The body listens, processes and acknowledges the request.

Slowly there is action.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ovo6zwv6DX4

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  1. Clara cluck

    Despite everything you come to work with a smile and give your all inspiring and motivating your team and helping all patients young and old. We love you and love working with you💕

    1. Jordo

      Smashing life Mrs Lindley, Inspiring isn’t even the word, much love 💕

  2. Linda Hart

    We love you Clare!

  3. Emma

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ You are just just the shiniest star ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

  4. Linda Fieldsend

    Clare i admire your strength and determination you have to find every day to get going just to have to do all again tomorrow and every day after that your amazing 💖💖xxxx

  5. Rebecca

    I totally agree with the previous comments Clara.
    You have got amazing strength and determination to keep battling on through.
    You are a true inspiration. Love ya loads. 😘

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  7. Nat

    My hero! What a legend 😘

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